Crabby Patty

Don’t you hate when you wake up in a bad headspace? It happens a lot but I usually shake it off and start the day. Today is one of the days where it won’t go away. I’m fine. No more anxiety than normal. Same with my depression. But I’m sad. And angry. And can’t find a way to get rid of this. I’ve got a fussy baby on my hands and I feel his pain. I’m whining on the inside. I just want today to be over already. I guess I’m whining here too. Sorry about that. It’s just one of those days.

I forgot to tell you. I got diagnosed with pmdd when I went to the lady doctor. It makes sense. I’m going on meds to hopefully make it go into the void. We shall see what happens. It’s just a few more letters to add to the list lol.

I can’t wait to go home, put my jammies on and shut down for the day. Hopefully tomorrow is nicer to me

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I am sharing my story of why and how I developed BPD and what I am doing to rebuild myself.

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